WEDNESDAY 23rd

Good morning.
Jen and I went to see 27 Dresses last night and it was a pretty cute movie. Predictable as all romantic comedies are but cute nonetheless.
Yesterday was long. We were at UCI from 12:00 to almost 5:00 I think. Gary had to get a CT w/ contrast of his body.
This will more than likely be my last post until we find out the results of the bone biopsy. That should happen today.
I am very nervous, scared, tired, anxious and praying it is not cancer. But, if it is, then we deal with it. We have no other choice in the matter.

I have been fasting since Sunday night and praying for our situation. I have really good moments throughout my day and then horrible moments as well. It is different this time. Before, the cancer we thought was contained in the diverticulum and they got it out and we thought we were good to go. This time we are waiting to see if it is in his blood and bone. That is a whole other beast.

Gary seems to be hanging in there. We all know how much he talks. He has been reading a lot and I am sure he is internalizing many feelings and thoughts because he does not want to make me feel the way he probably does some of the time.

Please pray for him. He is the one who is dealing with the thoughts of having cancer and can he be cured or will he die or how much more does he have to endure and so many other things.

Please pray for peace and love and light and strength for him. We love him so incredibly much and to watch him go through this is awful.

I am over and out. Look for the next post at some point in time later tonight.

Hanging on to His hand,
L&G