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BTW - I have not been in the mood for any deep thoughts as of late. There is so much I want to share but everything else that has been happening has kinda taken over. Maybe I can have some reflection time tonight and then give you some insight.
I wanted to tell Laurie that between the boys and the Hoag Staff the chocolate chippers were gone in less than 5! Everyone loved them! I should have fresh cookies there all the time! Thank you.
Suz - The Sprinkles Cupcakes were a hit and were a perfect breakfast treat for the boys! What a bad Mom I am for feeding them decadently amazing cupcakes! If you have not tried a Sprinkles Cupcake you are missing out.
Thanks for all the treats! It is so special and so are you. Too much time has gone by!
Love, L
Friday, September 19, 2008
Gary ALWAYS Has To Be The Center Of Attention!
THURSDAY NIGHT 10 PM
Nothing can ever be just calm and normal with Gary! He is always looking for a way to hog the spotlight and he has managed to do it once again! You all know Gary. Such an "out in front" type a guy! :)
So much has happened yesterday and today and I will try and give you the briefest overview possible.
Wednesday Gary was in so much pain that he asked several doctors if they would be able to amputate his leg so that he would be out of pain. Sadly, he was not kidding as his pain level rose to 15! That night we got loads of drugs on board with promises of doing another nerve block today. This time they were going to use more alcohol and steroids in the block.
His night was okay. Every night we seem to deal with fevers and sweats so there was nothing out of the ordinary for Gary. When Jax and I arrived at the hospital last night Gary was out of it from the drugs that they had given him to get him out of pain. Jax had brought 3 books with him that he had wanted to read to Gary. Unfortunately, we had to wait until this morning.
My alarm went off at 5:30 AM and I got up to get us both ready to head home. Gary’s eyes were open and Jax crawled into bed with him to read to him. After reading his books to Gary I looked over at him and Gary had tears streaming down his face. Jax looked at Gary and wiped his tears away and gave him a kiss on his forehead. It was both the saddest and sweetest moment ever. Gary was in so much pain this morning and somewhat despondent until that very moment. He sure loves his boys.
So, today I drove back after getting the boys off to school and sat with girlfriends and watched Gary as he painfully moved around in his bed. He was struggling with his pain for a vast majority of the day today. He doesn’t talk and hides his head under the covers. Throughout the day he had fevers and at one point it reached 102.8.
This afternoon the boys arrived and Gary suddenly seemed to perk right up. He sat up and smiled and talked to the boys and was a completely different person. It was awesome to see his interaction with the boys. It was really strange because it was like a light switch. One minute he was staring at the wall and despondent and the next moment he was smiling and talking and laughing.
After the boys spent about an hour with Gary I left to take the boys to baseball and my Mom called to tell me that there was a problem. Gary started becoming despondent again and his blood pressure dropped extremely low. I was not at the hospital during this time but I do know he created panic and Gary had everyone trying to figure out what was happening. Leave it to Gary to get attention anyway he can get it! What a showoff (that quote was taken from one of the nurses who will remain anonymous).
Gary is stable now after receiving fluids and he has started a new round of antibiotics for the fevers. He is in bed and under the covers trying to remain still. I am sure tonight will bring more discomfort and fevers and sweats. I might be pleasantly surprised and he might have a great night. He did just kinda give me a caveman like growl as I tried to fix one of his lines to get his machine to stop annoyingly beeping! The nerve!!!
Needless to say that the interventional radiologists were not able to do the block today due to Gary’s low blood pressure. Dr. Peck is the only one who can do the block and he is unable to do that until Monday.
We were hoping Gary would be home over the weekend but the whole blood pressure, fever and out of control pain issues have delayed his homecoming. I am okay with him not coming home. There is no use in bringing him home and then turning around and going back to the ER for all this stuff and that is exactly what would happen. Trust me – been there.
Zach is fast asleep next to me. The boys can sleep through anything. I wish that I could.
We are of course hoping for a better day tomorrow as we always do. That 20 or so hours after the first pain block was so great for Gary and it gave us both a glimpse of what could be if we could get the pain out of that stupid leg – without amputating it!!!
I am so excited for Friday. The end of another week. I think I will go out tomorrow night with some girlfriends and enjoy myself for a few hours without kids! I am such a great Mom after my girls nights out!
I am going to try and sleep if Gary’s stinking machines will stop beeping! I hate those things. They should only beep at the nurses station and not in the room. What a pain!
Have a great sleep and thanks for all your prayers and love.
Love,
L
Nothing can ever be just calm and normal with Gary! He is always looking for a way to hog the spotlight and he has managed to do it once again! You all know Gary. Such an "out in front" type a guy! :)
So much has happened yesterday and today and I will try and give you the briefest overview possible.
Wednesday Gary was in so much pain that he asked several doctors if they would be able to amputate his leg so that he would be out of pain. Sadly, he was not kidding as his pain level rose to 15! That night we got loads of drugs on board with promises of doing another nerve block today. This time they were going to use more alcohol and steroids in the block.
His night was okay. Every night we seem to deal with fevers and sweats so there was nothing out of the ordinary for Gary. When Jax and I arrived at the hospital last night Gary was out of it from the drugs that they had given him to get him out of pain. Jax had brought 3 books with him that he had wanted to read to Gary. Unfortunately, we had to wait until this morning.
My alarm went off at 5:30 AM and I got up to get us both ready to head home. Gary’s eyes were open and Jax crawled into bed with him to read to him. After reading his books to Gary I looked over at him and Gary had tears streaming down his face. Jax looked at Gary and wiped his tears away and gave him a kiss on his forehead. It was both the saddest and sweetest moment ever. Gary was in so much pain this morning and somewhat despondent until that very moment. He sure loves his boys.
So, today I drove back after getting the boys off to school and sat with girlfriends and watched Gary as he painfully moved around in his bed. He was struggling with his pain for a vast majority of the day today. He doesn’t talk and hides his head under the covers. Throughout the day he had fevers and at one point it reached 102.8.
This afternoon the boys arrived and Gary suddenly seemed to perk right up. He sat up and smiled and talked to the boys and was a completely different person. It was awesome to see his interaction with the boys. It was really strange because it was like a light switch. One minute he was staring at the wall and despondent and the next moment he was smiling and talking and laughing.
After the boys spent about an hour with Gary I left to take the boys to baseball and my Mom called to tell me that there was a problem. Gary started becoming despondent again and his blood pressure dropped extremely low. I was not at the hospital during this time but I do know he created panic and Gary had everyone trying to figure out what was happening. Leave it to Gary to get attention anyway he can get it! What a showoff (that quote was taken from one of the nurses who will remain anonymous).
Gary is stable now after receiving fluids and he has started a new round of antibiotics for the fevers. He is in bed and under the covers trying to remain still. I am sure tonight will bring more discomfort and fevers and sweats. I might be pleasantly surprised and he might have a great night. He did just kinda give me a caveman like growl as I tried to fix one of his lines to get his machine to stop annoyingly beeping! The nerve!!!
Needless to say that the interventional radiologists were not able to do the block today due to Gary’s low blood pressure. Dr. Peck is the only one who can do the block and he is unable to do that until Monday.
We were hoping Gary would be home over the weekend but the whole blood pressure, fever and out of control pain issues have delayed his homecoming. I am okay with him not coming home. There is no use in bringing him home and then turning around and going back to the ER for all this stuff and that is exactly what would happen. Trust me – been there.
Zach is fast asleep next to me. The boys can sleep through anything. I wish that I could.
We are of course hoping for a better day tomorrow as we always do. That 20 or so hours after the first pain block was so great for Gary and it gave us both a glimpse of what could be if we could get the pain out of that stupid leg – without amputating it!!!
I am so excited for Friday. The end of another week. I think I will go out tomorrow night with some girlfriends and enjoy myself for a few hours without kids! I am such a great Mom after my girls nights out!
I am going to try and sleep if Gary’s stinking machines will stop beeping! I hate those things. They should only beep at the nurses station and not in the room. What a pain!
Have a great sleep and thanks for all your prayers and love.
Love,
L
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
36 Days in
Well. We are 36 days in at Hoag and I wish I could tell all of you that we have a discharge plan. Aetna seemed to think today that Gary needed to be released within the next 24 hours or they would not provide coverage for him at Hoag! The audacity!
After numerous phone calls my sweet Aetna advocate Susan assured me that Gary would continue to be covered and I should not be worrying about that. So, I will take her word for it and not worry. After all, I do have bigger things that I need to focus on, right?
Gary was not emotionally in the greatest of places today. Who could blame the poor guy! He has been through absolute HELL and he is tired and weak and emotionally distraught. So, we had a "meeting of the minds" if you will and we came to yet another understanding of what we are doing here. Gary wants to fight and he is fighting narcotics, pain, weakness, atrophy of all of his muscles, discomfort, infections, maggots, wounds, drains and the list goes on and on.
It is not that he does not want to fight because he wants to more than anything but he is tired. I guess if I were on the narcotics he is on and had radiation and chemo and antibiotics to fight infections I would be tired too. I am tired just telling you about it!
When I left at 1:30 he was in a much better place. He had a nerve block this morning and we are waiting to see if it worked. His thyroid test came back and it is out of whack. The normal TSH level is 4 and Gary is at 36. It will take a while for the new meds to kick in and correct that problem.
I came home to hang with the boys and get some work done. I was successful and will switch places with my Mom at 7:30 PM.
School is going well for the boys and they really enjoyed shaving Gary's head last night. Unfortunately, Gary is losing his eyebrows, eyelashes and the rest of his body hair as well. It's only hair and it will grow back. That's what I keep telling myself.
I better go and get the boys ready for their 7:30 bedtime!
Please pray for Gary's emotionaly well-being. He needs a boost and hopefully if all of us pray for that the good Lord will bring it!
Hugs and Kisses to everyone.
Love, L
After numerous phone calls my sweet Aetna advocate Susan assured me that Gary would continue to be covered and I should not be worrying about that. So, I will take her word for it and not worry. After all, I do have bigger things that I need to focus on, right?
Gary was not emotionally in the greatest of places today. Who could blame the poor guy! He has been through absolute HELL and he is tired and weak and emotionally distraught. So, we had a "meeting of the minds" if you will and we came to yet another understanding of what we are doing here. Gary wants to fight and he is fighting narcotics, pain, weakness, atrophy of all of his muscles, discomfort, infections, maggots, wounds, drains and the list goes on and on.
It is not that he does not want to fight because he wants to more than anything but he is tired. I guess if I were on the narcotics he is on and had radiation and chemo and antibiotics to fight infections I would be tired too. I am tired just telling you about it!
When I left at 1:30 he was in a much better place. He had a nerve block this morning and we are waiting to see if it worked. His thyroid test came back and it is out of whack. The normal TSH level is 4 and Gary is at 36. It will take a while for the new meds to kick in and correct that problem.
I came home to hang with the boys and get some work done. I was successful and will switch places with my Mom at 7:30 PM.
School is going well for the boys and they really enjoyed shaving Gary's head last night. Unfortunately, Gary is losing his eyebrows, eyelashes and the rest of his body hair as well. It's only hair and it will grow back. That's what I keep telling myself.
I better go and get the boys ready for their 7:30 bedtime!
Please pray for Gary's emotionaly well-being. He needs a boost and hopefully if all of us pray for that the good Lord will bring it!
Hugs and Kisses to everyone.
Love, L
Monday, September 15, 2008
MONDAY SEPTEMBER 15
Good evening. I am downstairs in the Haog Resource Center and I thought I would blog while I waited for Dr. Barth to come to see us. I walked down here to place an order for some prescriptions for my Mom and I will give you a picture of what my journey down 8 flights in a crowded elevator looked like.
I am dressed in my pretty pink skirt and long sleeved white top and I have black comfy slippers on. No make-up. I have my phone with my head set in the same hand as the 2 prescription bottles. Tucked under my arm is my Mac and in my left hand is my "Red Cup". Do you think the salt around the rim gives it away? :) I am ready to relax, huh?
Gary was sleeping and today has been a hard day. I would venture to say that the entire weekend has been pretty hard on Gary. He has had loads of sciatic pain. His fever has been 103 and then he fell to 93. His blood pressure was all over the place. He had bouts of incredible sweats and shivering.
I guess the chemo he got on Saturday has not caused any real issues yet with the exception of one. Today, I was rubbing his head and face and his hair was falling out in clumps. It was very hard because this is the first time this has happened. It is yet another thing that makes cancer very real and right in your face. It is a very emotional thing to watch the person you love and adore lose all of his/her hair. He is not only losing it on his head and face but all over his body.
The kids went to Nine Star on their way up here and bought him a beanie. They actually got him a really cool beanie (their sense of impeccable taste comes from me obviously) so that his head would not get cold. They came tonight and brought the electric razor and we all shaved his head together as a family. We shaved his face too and tomorrow I will take a Bic and shave all the stubble that is left over off. For some reason it is very sad that we have shaved his head BECAUSE we have to not because he wants to.
He has barely eaten anything in 2 days and the pain in his leg is overwhelming. We had a meeting with Dr. Gluzman today and he will meet with Dr. Barth about the next step in hopefully controlling his pain.
I started to research Gary's funky symptoms from the weekend and stumbled upon information concerning thyroid, adrenal gland and pituitary functions. I have talked with the internal med doc today to see about getting some blood work done to either rule out or confirm that one of these things could be causing Gary's fluctuating fevers/non-fevers, blood pressure changes and hoarseness in his voice among other symptoms. I think they will draw the blood tomorrow and we should know something in the next couple of days.
My Mom has been HUGELY helpful with the boys. I know 3 boys is a lot of work when you are not used to dealing with small kids but she is doing a great job! Love you Mom.
I must thank all of you once again for all of your love and caring cards and thoughts and prayers and gifts and CD's and buttons and movies and everything else! We love all of you and thank you for your incredibleness (is that even a word?).
I have to go now and get back to my man. Pray for me that he has a better night that is more restful and peaceful. Pray for Dr. Gluzman and Dr. Barth as they try to figure out what to do next with Gary's pain management. If we could manage the sciatic pain EVERYTHING would change possibly for Gary. He would not be so hyper-focused on that pain and he could get focused on healing and walking and getting outta here!
Love to you all and have a great night!
L
I am dressed in my pretty pink skirt and long sleeved white top and I have black comfy slippers on. No make-up. I have my phone with my head set in the same hand as the 2 prescription bottles. Tucked under my arm is my Mac and in my left hand is my "Red Cup". Do you think the salt around the rim gives it away? :) I am ready to relax, huh?
Gary was sleeping and today has been a hard day. I would venture to say that the entire weekend has been pretty hard on Gary. He has had loads of sciatic pain. His fever has been 103 and then he fell to 93. His blood pressure was all over the place. He had bouts of incredible sweats and shivering.
I guess the chemo he got on Saturday has not caused any real issues yet with the exception of one. Today, I was rubbing his head and face and his hair was falling out in clumps. It was very hard because this is the first time this has happened. It is yet another thing that makes cancer very real and right in your face. It is a very emotional thing to watch the person you love and adore lose all of his/her hair. He is not only losing it on his head and face but all over his body.
The kids went to Nine Star on their way up here and bought him a beanie. They actually got him a really cool beanie (their sense of impeccable taste comes from me obviously) so that his head would not get cold. They came tonight and brought the electric razor and we all shaved his head together as a family. We shaved his face too and tomorrow I will take a Bic and shave all the stubble that is left over off. For some reason it is very sad that we have shaved his head BECAUSE we have to not because he wants to.
He has barely eaten anything in 2 days and the pain in his leg is overwhelming. We had a meeting with Dr. Gluzman today and he will meet with Dr. Barth about the next step in hopefully controlling his pain.
I started to research Gary's funky symptoms from the weekend and stumbled upon information concerning thyroid, adrenal gland and pituitary functions. I have talked with the internal med doc today to see about getting some blood work done to either rule out or confirm that one of these things could be causing Gary's fluctuating fevers/non-fevers, blood pressure changes and hoarseness in his voice among other symptoms. I think they will draw the blood tomorrow and we should know something in the next couple of days.
My Mom has been HUGELY helpful with the boys. I know 3 boys is a lot of work when you are not used to dealing with small kids but she is doing a great job! Love you Mom.
I must thank all of you once again for all of your love and caring cards and thoughts and prayers and gifts and CD's and buttons and movies and everything else! We love all of you and thank you for your incredibleness (is that even a word?).
I have to go now and get back to my man. Pray for me that he has a better night that is more restful and peaceful. Pray for Dr. Gluzman and Dr. Barth as they try to figure out what to do next with Gary's pain management. If we could manage the sciatic pain EVERYTHING would change possibly for Gary. He would not be so hyper-focused on that pain and he could get focused on healing and walking and getting outta here!
Love to you all and have a great night!
L
Sunday, September 14, 2008
NO ICU
No ICU for Gary. HIs body temp is up to 97. I am on my way after a VERY LONG day of baseball to finally see him. I have a jug of margaritas and some tabloid magazines and I am one happy girl!
I will update tomorrow as I have no new info for all of you!
Have a blessed evening!
Love, Lisa
I will update tomorrow as I have no new info for all of you!
Have a blessed evening!
Love, Lisa
SUNDAY QUICKIE
Ok. I am home and on my way to church. I only have a minute.
The doctors are more than likely going to transfer Gary to the ICU this morning.
He had a 103 fever yesterday and by last night his core temp was only 93.1. His heart rate dropped significantly to around 50 BPM and his blood pressure is all over the place.
He is totally coherent and even joking with me about the nurses kissing him. He is in good spirits and I am not too worried but just a little given the docs can't figure out yet what's going on with him.
He did have chemo yesterday and could this all be a reaction to the drugs? Possibly. However, precautions need to be taken and it might be better if they can monitor him more closely.
I will update you when I get a chance but wanted to let all of you know where we stood.
BTW - maggots therapy was extremely successful. His wound is 80% cleaner! I will write more about that later.
Love to all,
Lisa
The doctors are more than likely going to transfer Gary to the ICU this morning.
He had a 103 fever yesterday and by last night his core temp was only 93.1. His heart rate dropped significantly to around 50 BPM and his blood pressure is all over the place.
He is totally coherent and even joking with me about the nurses kissing him. He is in good spirits and I am not too worried but just a little given the docs can't figure out yet what's going on with him.
He did have chemo yesterday and could this all be a reaction to the drugs? Possibly. However, precautions need to be taken and it might be better if they can monitor him more closely.
I will update you when I get a chance but wanted to let all of you know where we stood.
BTW - maggots therapy was extremely successful. His wound is 80% cleaner! I will write more about that later.
Love to all,
Lisa
Friday, September 12, 2008
THURSDAY NIGHT & FRIDAY MORNING
Thursday Night 9:00 PM
Today was a long day for Gary. Monday and Tuesday seemed to be much better days for him but yesterday and today were not so hot.
Gary spiked another fever today and his sciatic nerve pain (down the left leg) proved to be incredibly uncomfortable. There did not seem to be enough pain medication to give him much relief throughout the past 2 days.
We are waiting for Dr. Phan (urologist) and Dr. Barth to come in tonight. His white counts are high (15,000) – they should be between 4,000-11,000. We will see what the good docs have to say.
We are watching dreaded reruns! I hate reruns!! Where are all the good shows? I need my TV fix. Zach is here spending the night and he spent the first part of the evening doing all of his homework. I had to take him to Sport Chalet today to get him new cleats. Thank goodness they were under $30 unlike Mr. Jax’s cleats!
If you read my blog from earlier this morning you would know that I am slightly sleep deprived today. I plan on getting to bed around 11 so that I can sleep until 5:45 and then get up and take Zach home to get ready for school. It will be great to see the kids off to school for the 2nd day in a row.
Our little bio debridement friends (you know – the “M’s”) seem to be settling in rather nicely. They were close to being microscopic when Dr. Bob placed them inside Gary’s wound this morning. I think if we are going to have any negative issues with regards to our little friends it will more than likely start to happen in the morning. As they begin to grow they get feisty and squirrelly. I hope it is not too unbearable for Gary.
Gary’s room is either frigid or it is an inferno! There is no inbetween and believe me I have tried to strike the perfect balance between the two extremes. I guess we should keep it cold and cover up with blankies although I know the “M’s” like it nice and warm.
I am taking the boys to the Angels Game tomorrow night and our weekend is PACKED with events. I hate weekends like that. I need the weekends to be a little slower paced so that I can take a breather. I guess this weekend will not be the weekend to do that!
Well, off to bed. I am super sleepy and Zach is begging for an Italian Ice!
Have a nice slumber and I will blog in the morning if anything interesting happens overnight.
Thanks to everyone who has visited Gary! Rob C. , you need to come when Gary is actually in the room!
Good night and sleep tight!
Love, L
FRIDAY MORNING 1:00 AM
Is there no rest for the weary? I have been awake for an hour trying to help Gary. He has a 101 degree fever
and is in tremendous discomfort. The pain seems to be primarily stemming from his left leg sciatic pain. We just gave him 5 mg of valium and will add Toradol in about ½ hour. His heart rate is up as well due to not only the pain but the fever as well. Synara (his nurse) gave him an extra bolos (IV pain dose) and he can push his pain button every 10 minutes (when he is completely coherent).
I really thought tonight would be better. Then, I stop and wonder why I ever thought that. Nothing that has happened today has been in that “positive” direction. All I can hope and pray for is a much better day tomorrow for Gary.
Zach is konked out next to me. I think he could sleep through most anything.
I will try now to sleep since Gary is knocked out right now. I am sure I will blog again as his fever will break and he will chill with sweats – that’s always fun for everyone!!
Sleepless in 834W,
L
FRIDAY MORNING 6:00 AM
Well, I got about 4 hours sleep which is NOT enough. I am taking Zach home in a few minutes so that I can get the boys ready for school and then I will come right back here and go to bed for a few hours. I hope I am able to do that. I know Gary will be gone from the room from 8:50 to 10 AM for radiation and then we will check on his little "M's"!
Today was a long day for Gary. Monday and Tuesday seemed to be much better days for him but yesterday and today were not so hot.
Gary spiked another fever today and his sciatic nerve pain (down the left leg) proved to be incredibly uncomfortable. There did not seem to be enough pain medication to give him much relief throughout the past 2 days.
We are waiting for Dr. Phan (urologist) and Dr. Barth to come in tonight. His white counts are high (15,000) – they should be between 4,000-11,000. We will see what the good docs have to say.
We are watching dreaded reruns! I hate reruns!! Where are all the good shows? I need my TV fix. Zach is here spending the night and he spent the first part of the evening doing all of his homework. I had to take him to Sport Chalet today to get him new cleats. Thank goodness they were under $30 unlike Mr. Jax’s cleats!
If you read my blog from earlier this morning you would know that I am slightly sleep deprived today. I plan on getting to bed around 11 so that I can sleep until 5:45 and then get up and take Zach home to get ready for school. It will be great to see the kids off to school for the 2nd day in a row.
Our little bio debridement friends (you know – the “M’s”) seem to be settling in rather nicely. They were close to being microscopic when Dr. Bob placed them inside Gary’s wound this morning. I think if we are going to have any negative issues with regards to our little friends it will more than likely start to happen in the morning. As they begin to grow they get feisty and squirrelly. I hope it is not too unbearable for Gary.
Gary’s room is either frigid or it is an inferno! There is no inbetween and believe me I have tried to strike the perfect balance between the two extremes. I guess we should keep it cold and cover up with blankies although I know the “M’s” like it nice and warm.
I am taking the boys to the Angels Game tomorrow night and our weekend is PACKED with events. I hate weekends like that. I need the weekends to be a little slower paced so that I can take a breather. I guess this weekend will not be the weekend to do that!
Well, off to bed. I am super sleepy and Zach is begging for an Italian Ice!
Have a nice slumber and I will blog in the morning if anything interesting happens overnight.
Thanks to everyone who has visited Gary! Rob C. , you need to come when Gary is actually in the room!
Good night and sleep tight!
Love, L
FRIDAY MORNING 1:00 AM
Is there no rest for the weary? I have been awake for an hour trying to help Gary. He has a 101 degree fever
and is in tremendous discomfort. The pain seems to be primarily stemming from his left leg sciatic pain. We just gave him 5 mg of valium and will add Toradol in about ½ hour. His heart rate is up as well due to not only the pain but the fever as well. Synara (his nurse) gave him an extra bolos (IV pain dose) and he can push his pain button every 10 minutes (when he is completely coherent).
I really thought tonight would be better. Then, I stop and wonder why I ever thought that. Nothing that has happened today has been in that “positive” direction. All I can hope and pray for is a much better day tomorrow for Gary.
Zach is konked out next to me. I think he could sleep through most anything.
I will try now to sleep since Gary is knocked out right now. I am sure I will blog again as his fever will break and he will chill with sweats – that’s always fun for everyone!!
Sleepless in 834W,
L
FRIDAY MORNING 6:00 AM
Well, I got about 4 hours sleep which is NOT enough. I am taking Zach home in a few minutes so that I can get the boys ready for school and then I will come right back here and go to bed for a few hours. I hope I am able to do that. I know Gary will be gone from the room from 8:50 to 10 AM for radiation and then we will check on his little "M's"!
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